Are you kidding me!?

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Being a trainee is nice but sometimes it's kind of disappointing that I don't earn much money to spend on my photography and painting stuff.
it's going on my nervs but I'm not that kind of girl that just wants a rich boyfriend to get all she ever wanted from the material world. I don't want a boyfriend who pays for me. I just want to earn it on my own (so it wasn't the best idea to change my way of career but I've realized that i couldn't become happy with the job I've had. And I really loved to work as a waitress - but I can't work the whole night ... so I think I will become a kind of office worker thingi).
Having a job that makes me happy and prove myself valuable is more important than just have money and be unhappy 'cause of something.
Why should I stay together witfh a guy who dissapointes me twice a week or make me unhappier than anyone?
I desearve to be happy.
I live for myself, not for others.
And so I don't want a guy who pays for me. One of my ex boyfriends always want to make me happy and paid instead I don't want it. In the end of the relationship he wanted all that money back. Crazy shit. No other way to express himself that he's unhappy with my desicion to left him?
Whatever.
I don't want that bullshit again. I'm adult and I wish that other people who are adult, too, would act like this.
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snoogaloo's avatar
for me the reward for me is in the giving, and hoping i found just the right thing to bring a smile to someone's face.  should never have to reciprocate in any form at all as the person's already paid me in full by enjoying what i gave them.
you do your thing and pay for it as you go...in the long run you'll have so much more satisfaction in the end, especially for art materials and such.
wishing you all kinds of fun creating!! :squee: :iconhappysunplz: