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okay, I'm married. But my heart was broken in the beginning of this week 'cause no answer is also an answer. My best friend, okay, now former best friend was away from our old town over night. And the most persons don't know where he went. Me, either. Aber a while he said he lives a the other side of the country now, 1000 miles away. And said not why. Last autumn, 7 days before my wedding, he said he would like to come - it was really unpolite to say it in such a short time, we had to organize a hotel room and so on ... and one day before the wedding he has written "okay, I can't come" without giving any reasons. That was the most awful th

Dear whatever your name ist, I'm a little frustrated today. Maybe it's just 'cause of the grey sky above me. So I have to calm myself down with a shower and tidying up my room for my move to Hannover. Just start with select the things I need there. But I'm in anger with these sort of guys they don't answer to important messages its. It's a disease of the digital world. When we don't get an answer in one or about a couple of hours, we're angry. Then, afer 2 or 3 days, we hate this guy. I don't want to run around to get my things back. In future I wan't borrow everything ... first I'm naiv and then I got so much useless stress 'cause of othe

Being a trainee is nice but sometimes it's kind of disappointing that I don't earn much money to spend on my photography and painting stuff. it's going on my nervs but I'm not that kind of girl that just wants a rich boyfriend to get all she ever wanted from the material world. I don't want a boyfriend who pays for me. I just want to earn it on my own (so it wasn't the best idea to change my way of career but I've realized that i couldn't become happy with the job I've had. And I really loved to work as a waitress - but I can't work the whole night ... so I think I will become a kind of office worker thingi). Having a job that makes me happ